follow me down [open]
Nov 30, 2013 21:49:32 GMT -8
Nov 30, 2013 21:49:32 GMT -8
Alderthorn stood over the river. Despite how early it was in the season, the water was eerily calm.He had started out at the Gorge, but descended further and further into the depths, towards the water. He was dangerously near the Riverclan border. He knew this, and yet he didn't flee. Cold winter breath still clung to the air, but it was feeble now. It was only a remnant of weeks long past. He sat, his tail curled around his paws. And as he stared at his own reflection, beautifully cast in the rippling water, he couldn’t help but realize a single irrefutable fact. He was handsome. Now he didn’t mean this in an effeminate flouncy sort of way. He wasn’t the sort given to using words like “gorgeous” or “fabulous”. And he would never have assigned either word to his own personage. But in this instance, sitting here on the banks of the river, it was simply so perfect. He was, quite simply, handsome. Everything about him was perfect. He had a muscular physique. His fur was smooth, like liquid silk over his bones. The tabby point markings on his face and body stood out starkly against his light bracken fur, as if Starclan themselves had painted him in sunshine. He frowned, his lips pulling down towards his paws. Another might have seen their own reflection, acknowledged their lustrous self-image, and felt a trill of joy, of satisfaction or pride.
Alderthorn felt nothing but disgust, quiet loathing with the stronger undercurrent of guilt that came associated with it. His eyes narrowed. He was a deadly beauty, an alluring poison. The most dangerous things in life always were. His claws unsheathed silently, sinking into the banks. They were reflected back at him in the water. He drew others in – whether she-cats who dreamed of carrying his kits or elders who felt instinctively protective – they all came to him. They flocked. They trusted him without knowing him. He sheathed his claws once more, his head hanging. That was the worst of it, the trust. He couldn’t warn them away, couldn’t keep them safe. He tilted his chin back, staring up at the sky. In a matter of hours, the sky would darker and Silverpelt would spread out over the blackness. Starclan would look down on him, observe the perfect weapon they had created. He loathed their silence, the feeling of power and invincibility in his paws. He wished they would take it back, this gift, this horrid curse. His head snapped out, his paw flashing out. Ripples spread out violently in the water, distorting his image.
He turned quickly away, his ears against his skull. He began to stalk back in the direction of the camp. He took breaths, steadily, in and out. He reached the top of the Gorge, the water and his reflection left far behind him. The freshness of it clung to his skin, the light scent in his fur. But the familiar wind ruffled his fur, a soft reminding caress of the moors that he called his home. He paused for a moment, tilting his face back to blink at the sky. At times, he couldn't decide whether to find comfort in those blue depths, or to screech his vengeance towards the heavens.